I haven't talked to you the last days and, unfortunately, it was not because I was busy with work. On the contrary, only students, but I was a little too down to write.
No, I still don't have work but I am sure I've done everything in my power so now it's up to God.
I sit down and wait and while waiting I take care of my house, myself and my dog.
In 9 days my daughter will be here.
Isn't it wonderful?
I started doing a journal for all my blessings and also meditating.
I don't want to take medicine for depression anymore.
You know, it's frightening not knowing if I am going to have money to pay my bills. It's easier said than done to believe and let everything in God's hands and not worry, but I swear I am trying.
Another problem that makes me sad is Jack, my dog.
He is old and has problems on his back paws. Sometimes he just can't walk and crawls and it is a terrible thing to see.
This isn't the only problem he has. He has problems in his eyes and he has a poor hearing.
But he is still happy, and joyful and I just don't have the heart to put him to sleep.
Sometimes I wish I had somebody to help me take decisions but...there's nobody.
The other day I was thinking - if I die here it can take days for people to realize I am dead.
Some days I just don't leave the house so it's normal for my neighbours and the concierge not seeing me for two or three days.
My friends, they normally talk to me on the weekends.
Ok, if it is a class day my students are going to realize something is wrong but I don't know what they could do.
Also, my daughter she calls me every day. I have to send her my friends phone number so people can try to get in.
Not that I believe I am going to die soon, but... we never know.
Yesterday I saw a video you published on FB and you said you were in Chicago.
Have you not moved yet or are you going to live in Colorado and Chicago alternating?
Or maybe it was just a recorded video you had done a long time ago.
Here in Brazil, we are still having so many problems in politics that it is hard to believe things are going to change anytime soon.
I went to the streets with many other people to protest against the government.
We do need things to change or we are not going to see out economy getting better anymore.
President Obama is in Cuba.
What a progress you American people have made these last years in the matters of relationship with countries you had problems with.
First Russia, now Cuba.
I hope from the bottom of my heart that you are not going to have Trump as president because he will destroy everything president Clinton and Obama made.
Anyway, I am not an expert in politics.
Oprah, I hope you have a wonderful week.
God bless you.
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